Tuesday, January 29, 2008

started... somehow.. lonely...




well.. the week was ok... z n a are committed.. and i offically know it from last week... fought with d for a stupid silly reason.. i dono.. can't get back to normal... watched taare zameen par at maya..liked the movie a lot.. very very touching... i kinda weeped... throughout de movie.. am ok wid it, i feel its ok to cry wen something touches u..nothing silly abt it.. but the problem was, i forgot my hanky.. :-\, but i wasnt de only one teary eyed der u know...(i could even hear someone sobbing from one of the seats behind me.. :-> ) then...

I miss somebody to talk to.. to open up.. kinda feel like Ishaan... i know am not a kid...but still, its hard wen u start feelin lonely.. hmmm... usually its d.. sometimes a.. but a is kinda held up at de moment.. n its kinda hard for me to talk her nowadays.. d.. i dono.. i feel i shd stop whining to her too... guys r always der... but den its not de same..

read 'Buddha' recently... didnt like it much.. twas ok.. but felt tht the author was himself not clear of B... but read it anyways... read a fiction called 'Wolf Brother' before that.. can be expected to be made into a movie soon.. twas gud...

business is not wat it seems.. things never happen at de pace u want them to... i hate it.. but i have no go.. i miss my kavithais... i just donn seem to be able to write anymore... i dono..nothing comes up.. i never suceed wen i sit down wid de aim of writing a piece.. it comes unexpectedly usually..but now i feel abandoned...

Hajira's wedding... i forgot.. myself, maha, kamila, dhoulath ,hema, gai, mani, riaz, hema-v , nazreen etc wr der. it was ok... my mom was also der.. she enjoys the company of my friends.. sometimes she's little too friendly..(I get jealous.. ;-) )

Everybody loves my mom.. i feel sad for her sometimes.. cos u kno.. we never give her wat she really deserves... she's never valued her worth... poor mom.. i love u amma... i hope to be a better son.. atleast i shd reduce my part of worries n burden frm her... but then again.. :-p


well, spoke to z.. nothing much frm his side.. trying to make some new friends in orkut... someone annonymous.. who wld listen to all my crap..n talk... well.. u know.. some nice decent girl... but it needs lotsa guts.. paakalam... i donn think wld ever...

here i am ...sunday..sitting at home... nothing to do.. no one to call... speak to... borrred...


gud bye my friend... take care
our road together,
ends here..

its time for us to part,
to take on different paths..

in my lonely journey
i will miss u, i know...

but ur life is ahead,
i must let u go..

but someday wen ur done,
wen life leaves u alone..

come back here my friend,
to this shade,where we part..

i promise to be here for u ,
before i last depart

but till then, keep this song
keep it, to keep u strong...


gud bye my friend...
adieu.. gud bye my friend..
miss u..


hey..just when i was whining to u abt my poetry ditching me.. gud.. thanks :-) dis is y i love u...

p.s. i just wrote this in 2.32234 mins so, if it doesn's satisfy the iambic pentametre rules of poetry.. i beg ur pardon..

6 comments:

Raz said...

poem super li... i too miss my frnd

swas said...

:) Lovely! I just felt like I was going thro' your sister's mind for 2 minutes! And I was under the impression that it was her post until I came across "Li." in the end... and yes the poem also wasnt much her style..
Looks like we are all going thro' similar phases - you, me , ur sis, and someone unknown to all of us.

All the best for a bright future lil brother! :) Cheerful times are waiting to rush into our lives :) Just like positive energy rushes into negative!

And I dont know what Iambic pentametre means :|

Arulz said...

hmmm.. ya i know the feeling too.. call some guys and goto the beach!

Li. said...

call some guys n go to beach ah? :-p yaenda? parambara parambaraya, pasangaloda dhaan beach ku poitu irukkom.. oruthanaachum, oru ponnoda po oli nu nalla vaarthai solringala? :-p

arts said...

ponnoda enda beach ku pora..????...pen oda po...innum kavithai varum...eludhu..keep it comin...


p.s. nee alanjans nu ooru ellam theriyum...kadal kadanthum theriyum...ipdi blog la kuda ada solikanuma?????:p

a said...

a feels bad!...sorry l!